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torsosmy symbiote vents
invective shapes that
implant that silver
spoon of yours of
shining stars these
impressions not indelible
though damn near
I'll control the flow
in and out and
into you, screwy
against sight I could
press this button and
reactivate it I
it smashes us to pieces
and round and round
and round I'd go,
Advice from the sun not forthcomingGo out, child,
and let them in your hair.
Now I'm not quite -
wanted as badly as a child
who should have burnt
their fingers in pastured sin -
bred in the curve of flesh
for a place that's never been
a certain disappearing word
but now -
Don't deny acts to
the day, unmare,
walked along a run,
beached like an yolk,
on an iron cast spoon,
thrown up in salt air.
Kidnap Your HandI see you, my prey, long before you see me
You are oblivious, happy in your solitude
Thinking that nothing could ever happen to you, no
Things like this only happen to other people
You hear about it on the news, hear people whisper
Talking, crying, judging, lamenting
So many mixed emotions, mixed opinions
When you see what happens to people
When they fall victim to predation
It constantly surrounds us, perpetual, undefeated
No matter how many times someone tries to stop it
It just keeps happening, to so many unsuspecting innocents
You will never know quite why it happened
You may not even believe it
But it's very,
Dear motherI will leave you now.
Don't cry, cause the sun will be clouded if it finds out.
I will find my way so,
Don't guide me cause the ravens won't let you do that.
I will be safe
So don't worry about me, cause you and sis will inspire me to continue
If you cry
If you guide me
If this is still worrying you.
I will be there so you can cry on my shoulder
I will let you guide me
I will call you every time I cry
Because I love you.
Melt Me DownA quiet sigh echos
because I am not what you wanted.
I never was.
I am not what you expected,
and you do not like surprises.
So you heave a sigh and
you pretend you aren't impatient,
that you do not wish
that I had been someone else.
That you had been able to chose who I would be
before I could ruin myself
the way that I have.
You pretend that you do not wish
that you could reshape me,
melt me down and reforge me,
tear me down and rebuild me
in your own design
regardless of how I would feel about it.
You do not understand,
you do not want to.
you try and try and try,
but I am not what you wanted.
I never was.
You pretend that it is not true
that I no longer make you proud.
And it isn't-
I never did,
so i cannot stop.
And you wish it wasn't so,
you wish you could change me,
but you can't,
and even as you try,
disregarding all possibility,
I am fighting you every step of the way.
You are trying to melt me down and reforge me,
trying to tear me down and rebuild me,
On the ContraryShould I be sorry for hurting you?
I knew it was the wrong thing to do
I'm the one you fall onto
Not the one who pushes you to the edge
I'm your perfect one
I didn't lie on the floor
Of the apartment hall
Taking the seed of an illegitimate child
I didn't swallow the cancer at age fourteen
I didn't crush up the fine white crystals
And send myself into oblivion
I wasn't the one who
Took a hand to your throat
Fists to your ribs
Knife to your heart
I just lived a thousand miles away
Under the roof of the scum that dared
To look down upon you
To see you for who you really were all along
With all the vile rottenness
You desperately tried
When I Left Youwhen i left you
i stopped breathing
because i didn't need to take in air
once i had become the air
Moonlight: Part II.Moonlight: Part II.
for Mr. Pearce.
cry for us both.
We who know the light of night.
Dying out of sight, come, come.
For night, is eternal in light.
Burn the rays of night,
light me up good night.
Those who close their eye.
Shocked to find, all the truth.
For when we speak it’s a sigh.
Star bright, moon sleep,
cry for the night.
Day shine through night & cry.
Fall, fall for that good night.
No, no this will stand tall.
Do not go before you die.
Moonbeams that do sleep,
cry for us both.
Rain Donovan II.
.:-Dont look back, only to the next objective:.I pressed the palm of my hand against the glass. Looking into the stark white room where a man was sprawled on a hospital bed. His dark hair had thinned out more then I remember, and more streaks of grey where visible. His body was frail, a machine was snaked down into his arm. Those thin twiggy arms with only slightly bigger legs, but a beer belly was still most proment. I frowned at the bitter memories, the bile rose up in my throat and I turned away, putting my back on the glass. The cleanliness of the hallways was unbearable as the cleaning agents assaulted my nose. I watched a nurse walk by with a tray of supplies. She smiled at me, as if she loved working around the deathly ill, watching people die and families being ripped apart so slow but no one knowing until too late. I turned away and she only continued down the hallway, dismissing me as a visitor full of remorse and regret of their newest patient. Regret? Yes, I had some. But only for all the wrong reasons. I turned b
Sanctuary/Home/PrisonWhat happens when your sanctuary
Becomes a prison?
Why should pain be treated
With whips and scorn?
I can`t say I understand
Such an ideology
I always try to be strong
But when I break...
It`s as if hell has been loosed
By my struggle
I often wonder if they actually
Care at all.
I`m still only a child, though
I must grow up
But I just want the love and
Acceptance I can`t have
They always judge me and tell
Me I`m wrong.
Why don`t they ever listen to
What they preach?
I hate being here, locked up
In this cell.
They think they know me and
That they own me.
But I slip a mark down the wall
Counting down the days.
I want my freedom fr
I'll RememberI'll Remember
We Smiled and frowned
There were times we got angry with each other
We went for rides
We got along so well we were more like sister and brother
In many ways
Ran to the same things
Although they varied between who liked what more
You let me go
And do my thing
Saying it was my right
But were there if I needed someone when things went wrong
But I'm not alone
You'll always be with me....I LOVE YOU MOM
To Learn and To LoveIt has been one year
since I was 16
seems like a thousand
and in the increments
I am 1,016 years old.
A fraction of these years,
or a lifetime
was spent learning and growing
in the halls of both the
natural and unnatural
The things of my being
and my soul
have burned on the end of the torch
and I waved it through
the doors and windows,
the furious smoke of my desires and ambitions
billowing out behind me
like a matriotic flag.
the ashes impregnated mother earth
and she begot healthy
flowers that blossomed as I grew
and they finally died when I
was able to petal
Daimons - er, vampires
Gods and goddesses
This is how me and my aunt connect
The Malachai destined to destroy the world
Or save it
This is what me and my Aunt Emily talk about
Apollo unleashed the Daimons
And Artemis released the Dark-Hunters to destroy them
These are the basis of our relationship
I'm not close to a lot of my family
Most of us don't get along
But me and my aunt can talk four hours
And I guess that counts, right?
Acheron and Kyrian
Thorn, Danger, Astrid
Zane, and Talon
These are our "friends"
Characters from our favorite books
We have this in common
Our love for words on
Relatives in the MirrorI see many people in my mirror
most of them I know
from days long past
they visit me
reminding me of time not so long ago
Hello dear cousin Terri
or, Great Aunt Mary.
So many different faces do I see
who will show up next?
Is that you Becky
or even dear Amy
Ellen or Lu Ann
So many faces do I see
reminding me of my past
each one has a sweet memory
I hope they never pass.
Each and everyday someone new
reminding me of my heritage
it is great to know that I belong
to such a wonderful past.
Each and every face a beautiful reminder
that someday even in old age I will be remembered too.
NantucketI had a friend from Nantucket,
who spent all day in a bucket.
She went down the river
with her friend the fiddler
and diddle dee diddled all long.
Then one day the river went fast.
To fast, she got there at last.
A giant big waterfall.
She went over the falls,
she saw all and all,
her life flash before her eyes.
But then she was flying, she was death defying,
and singing while fiddle dee dee.
TravelI want to travel,
to Kalamazoo in a canoe,
or Portugal with a gul. I keep in a cage.
Or maybe go to Argentina where the streets are nice and cleaner.
Or maybe go to Kazackstan and take the train to Sudan.
Walk all the way to China.
Or swim all the way to Spain.
And paint the streets of Paris while standing in the rain.
So many things I'd like to do and see.
I hope that you will come with me.
A Little About MeA Little About Me-
I could be a superhero love interest. My hair is always up. My pants are loose and my shirts too. I wear sandals or boats and baggy coats. The only thing that makes me different is I would never date a man in tights.
Living With JoyChapter 1
It all started about 6 months ago when I found out my boyfriend was cheating on me.
Imagine me throwing pillows and coffee cups at him while I cry.
Then I lost my job for printing a story my editor didn't like.
Imagine him throwing pens and books at me while he shouts.
My whole life had fallen apart. But now as I sit at my computer typing. I consider it may be a good
Living With JoyI have wanted to be a writer ever since I was little. I always dreamed of writing stories about epic fantasies and awesome battles! When I write books it seems to me to make them better, more logical.
And what could be more logical then real life.
And thats why I'm writing this blog. To show people real life. To prove that you don't need power rings or laser eyes to be interesting. This is a story about taking the easy was out. This is a story about laziness and the simple act of not caring. This is someone who would rather hit the caps lock key then hit the shift bar.This is a story about my friend. Joy Cornish.
Do you know the taste of the universe?One day, when you’re five years old and made out of fractured sunlight and mirror shards, you sat down on the bench of the MAX train. You’re dressed in your winter coat and boots that are too big and one of your parents has pulled your hat too close over your ears.
You’re sitting next to your mother, and on the other side is a man that smells like loneliness, something that you’ll later know as cigarettes and alcohol and homelessness. He’s crying quietly into the top of his jacket and you’re scared to look because you’ve never seen an adult cry.
The train ride goes on for five minutes, which is a lo
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